Soumya Scribbles...

It was raining that night The night where the sky was black And I was awake. Awake for the reason U'd have come Just to get a glimpse of me. I couldn't see ur face But i used to read it,- the face where feelings used to wave and expressions deep . I thought i had found my true love. on those torn papers u used to throw I could feel ur presence I Could feel how much u loved me. At last someone who had loved my innerself Not my body,not da trace of flesh and blood. But i was so wrong. I had forgot,my wheel chair,- my steely truth. I could see ur face that day when u saw me in that chair. Compassion had crept in place of love In ur eyes I could read that naked truth "Oh my god,This girl is handicapped!" Suddenly those night visits,those torn love notes those innocent sentiments were gone. I felt very ashamed,i felt strange. Still i sat on that balcony the next night My weak mind convinced of a glimpse of u You were not there It was not raining that night But i know not w...

Remember that night, That very night when we were together On that garden,beside that big leafy tree. I could see ur face--vibrant,giggling unbound. Night sky had light up all the stars perhaps to see your face. Never ever had i dreamt of that moment when my lips-warm and eager touched yours-shivering,expectant. Our first kiss-- Can i describe the feelings we had?Never. your big eyes,i kissed them too. it was more of an emotional eagerness Than of a physical need we knew. I could see your eyes wet Sometimes tears tell a lot more than smile does. Those expressive eyes, I didn't have anything to say. It meant a lot. Silently but surely I whispered I Love u my love. May be within myself,may be i didn't at all But words were too blunt to play any part there. I took you in my arms. We sank deep into the wavy grasses and our heads held high to tell the stars "We will be awake tonight to accompany you." It was a dream,a dream which came true. Unknowingly and unwantedly the s...

Put out the light. I am blind,blind to the world. Sunrise and sunset the words are only different. I dont know what colours are. i even wonder what black is. I see vacuum,I see blank- actually,i see...nothing. May be I am blessed. I dont see people cry. I don't see them die. Ican't see innocents getting molested. Rape a girl and i can't see that too. They are all events,described ones. Let them be like that,I pray. I am blessed. but i have felt how love fail I know how relationship goes fake even can i realise how friends betray. I am blind,so be it. You are not,I beg u Put on the light.

Turn me down not for I will be there all the time Waiting for you,for that one fine moment. When you will look around Your eyes,searching a trace of my heart. Turn me down not for i will be there when you're alone. Alone,with a pleading mind. ressurected from the thrash of a heartbreak. You will ask for something,only to realise I'm standing with more than myself to give to u. Turn me down not when i wl b there at ur doorstep. willing to show you the night sky. where thousands of stars will lit our footsteps. and none of us would say a word. Turn me down not for i will hold ur hand one day. My feet will protest and my heart will race My lips can get stuck still i would manage "Can we.....??" Please turn me down not then.

It is raining the whole day. The boy,standing beside da window A vacant look,pale face of his. I dont dare to xplore his mind. His best friend has died last nite. I shivered. Why does lyf become so rude to us! Best friend,-part of our soul. I could see my good old dayz. The togetherness we enjoyed, the times we had let off,unnoticed. feelings we shared... unuttered words,unspoken dreams-- We didn't ever had to share verbally. In dose good times HE was there with others..enjoying,smiling In my bad times He was there,alone,still trying to smile. His presence gave me confidence Mine gave him warmth. How is it lose such a friend! I looked up,straight to the boy's face. Tears were coming down from eyes. Raindrops,tear--they all were mixing up. I held a paper high above my head. Nature's sympathy and heart's latency soaked up. A piece of imagination was wriiten wid invisible ink. A poem of love,life and dreams-all lost forever. I started walking down da road Behind rain and e...

I remember the days drenched in sweat and mud i used to scream "mother,I am home." those were the moments; innocent screams,however louder they were had an intimacy of their own. I stil remember the days jostling and fighting in da field we used to behave like enemies those were the moments childish pranks,however violent were they had a softness of their own. My memory still flashes wid dose when it was the first spring, i fell in luv,i really did those were the moments true love,however immaturish it was had a purity of its own. today,i stand over money summed up. today,i ask for watever i want to. today,i buy fame and glory wid time. still when i am alone, i remember those days. i tried and i failed; i realised money can't buy true love that i lost. I wanted but i learnt today money brought wid it loneliness i asked unwantedly. Today i am alone. i try to recall my childhood dose innocent dream,dose natural sentiments... i know not when did i cry last but i feel like t...

DIS IS NOT WRITTEN BY ME FULLY..so credit goes to tania mukherjee too ....still i wld like to share dis poem in my blog as i hv written last half... an autumn boulevard lined with golden trees- from where golden leaves fall, the blue,cotton streaked sky,a naughty breeze; i walk till i encounter a wall. on the wall sits an apostle- an apostle of friendship,warmth,love- amidst the busyness of the world;the hustle n bustle- manifestation of serenity,peaceful as a dove. i stand beneath nature's warmth,da mother's arm where tenderness embraces heart and soul. every prayer is answered wid a softness of its own And da almighty looks after as nothing goes foul. the golden leaves wave a new meaning as i walk along the wall that is there wealth comes up wid a definition in my mind as feelings share and emotions care. A realisation dawns upon as i grow expectant and set my mundane desires run free I kneel down wid my eyes sobbed and ashamed gradually surrender my greedy heart to Thee.