Soumya Scribbles...

It was raining that night The night where the sky was black And I was awake. Awake for the reason U'd have come Just to get a glimpse of me. I couldn't see ur face But i used to read it,- the face where feelings used to wave and expressions deep . I thought i had found my true love. on those torn papers u used to throw I could feel ur presence I Could feel how much u loved me. At last someone who had loved my innerself Not my body,not da trace of flesh and blood. But i was so wrong. I had forgot,my wheel chair,- my steely truth. I could see ur face that day when u saw me in that chair. Compassion had crept in place of love In ur eyes I could read that naked truth "Oh my god,This girl is handicapped!" Suddenly those night visits,those torn love notes those innocent sentiments were gone. I felt very ashamed,i felt strange. Still i sat on that balcony the next night My weak mind convinced of a glimpse of u You were not there It was not raining that night But i know not w...

Remember that night, That very night when we were together On that garden,beside that big leafy tree. I could see ur face--vibrant,giggling unbound. Night sky had light up all the stars perhaps to see your face. Never ever had i dreamt of that moment when my lips-warm and eager touched yours-shivering,expectant. Our first kiss-- Can i describe the feelings we had?Never. your big eyes,i kissed them too. it was more of an emotional eagerness Than of a physical need we knew. I could see your eyes wet Sometimes tears tell a lot more than smile does. Those expressive eyes, I didn't have anything to say. It meant a lot. Silently but surely I whispered I Love u my love. May be within myself,may be i didn't at all But words were too blunt to play any part there. I took you in my arms. We sank deep into the wavy grasses and our heads held high to tell the stars "We will be awake tonight to accompany you." It was a dream,a dream which came true. Unknowingly and unwantedly the s...