Suicidal...

I would have loved
A nod.
Even 'No'
Would have been bearable
To compromise with
Some sleepless nights.
But
Your compassionate pause
Built me a glass wall
That was opaque enough
To hide my face
so that tears could escape
Unquestioned.

And
That was when
I started to like the
Glass palace around,
Because I had to
Defy the moments
you were in.
...
Unaware
I fought against me.


SoUmY@